Saturday, February 25, 2006

i seldom speak

i seldom speak
i speak in written words

very few words, I know of
random strewn few words

so, i seldom speak

i speak to chat windows
through my fingertips

to windows i think i know
but i don't, i know

they make me feel

safe for a while
sane for a while
i exist for a while
in my mind, i hear words

for a while
i speak to chat windows

but these windows are few
one or two... yes very few

so i speak
lesser than i thought i would
than i thought i could

i could count on fingertips,
of times that i speak
scattered saturdays,
same coffeeshop
long distance calls,
unwelcome calls

yes i seldom speak
yet at times
i don't wish to speak

a few more years
you might forget how i sound
...

Friday, February 24, 2006

a girl once

This is Work in Progress...
I will keep updating this poem as and when words come to me and put them up on the blog. I thought the intial draft didn't quite sound right, it started well but fell apart in the middle. So well, let me see how this one goes.
Hope i find the words, i am not yet sure, where this will lead to...

a girl once - feb23.06


there was this, a girl once
who pranced around in childlike gait
clicked her fingers
kicked her feet
flicked her hair in a single plait

she tossed the pebbles
white and grey
light and dark
and plenty shades
she tossed the pebbles
that grazed the waters
of that calm and silver silky lake

she smiled at strangers
smiled at friends
smiled at boys with tousled hair
an open smile with one tooth less
she stuck her tongue out
from that tiny cave

she stood by the window
stood on tip-toe
she Gazed out wide eyed
pressed her face

and that squashed little nose

---
a girl once - feb16.06

there was this, a girl once
who pranced around in childlike gait
clicked her fingers
kicked her feet
flicked her hair in a single plait

she tossed the pebbles
white and grey
light and dark
and plenty shades
she tossed the pebbles
that grazed the waters
of that calm and silver silky lake

she smiled at strangers
smiled at friends
smiled at boys with tousled hair
an open smile with one tooth less
she stuck her tongue out
from that tiny cave


---

a girl once - feb13.06.

there was this, a girl once
who pranced around in childlike gait
clicked her fingers
kicked her feet
flicked her hair in a single plait

she tossed the pebbles
white and grey
light and dark
and plenty shades
she tossed the pebbles
that grazed the waters
of that calm and silver silky lake

flowery frocks in summer evenings
springs she sat on a swinging swing
winters saw the snowflakes cling
hazy windows and misty mornings

summers came and so did winters
spring too, through the years
that little girl who was once
no longer did she
prance around in childlike gait
clicked her fingers
kicked her feet
flicked her hair in a single plait

tell her, they did
she needs be a woman
with eyes that studied
cautious steps and grounded feet
tell them, she did
she was a woman indeed
with careful eyes
cautious steps and grounded feet

and then when there was none
she would be that girl once
who pranced around in childlike gait
clicked her fingers
kicked her feet
flicked her hair in a single plait


:)




Thursday, February 23, 2006

rootless, restless
painful, numb
all at once

anger, love
guilt and hate
free and shackled
clean and mangled

strong and weak
mornings bleak
searching longing
hoping loathing
loving blaming

scratching healing
healing clawing
pain inside
screaming mind

all...
because of you...

thank you

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

blush of pink

a blush of pink
a brush of lips
m-e-m-o-r-i-e-s on
f-i-n-g-e-r-t-i-p-s

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

I have never been one blessed with words. So, I was surprised, when i found myself attempting poetry albeit with much hesitation at first instance. I do not think of myself as someone who can write poetry. Still. Far from it. Actually. But occasionally i give in to word play. As much as my vocabulary and feelings permit. This blog is a record of poems that i have and will post on my main blog. Just a place to collect and put them together, much like a sheaf of paper...

They are posted as they appear on the main blog.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

quietude

quietude seeps in.
s-l-o-w-l-y.
over years.
sinks in deep.
mutes the noise.
loud. muffled. then...


quiet.


the want to announce. not a hint.
words. pick and choose. choose and pick.
rest. pat them to sleep.
Shh...


quiet.


when its quiet. within.
see. the rainbow in a dewdrop.
discover. shades of lush greens. cool blues.
hear. the rustle of leaves.
listen. to your musings.